Is it wrong to stand still,
if that is what my heart wills?
I feel like just being quiet,
dont know whats my mind's plight!
In life,there comes a point when
even though u were always confident
n enthusiastic,still u feel the void,then
u start retrospecting the times u spent!
Is this the conventional sign of adoloscence?
or the ingress of a sinking depression?
Whatever!i'm least bothered of reason of its occurence
but my thought process now shouldnt be subjected to suppression!
About life,as shakespere rightly describes all the stages ,
i guess maybe now is my stage to understand all the adages!
My wish now is to acquire a peace of mind as sages
n also become proficient in understanding all bondages!
What do u get from restrospection?
"Thinking about past is just a waste of time,"
says one of my very close companion,
but not doin it,dont we tend to forget something prime?
I concluded about my this mindset
recently of what i feel about as of now
are the reasons for my this regret?
"After wishing to be the way u love,
trying or achieving whatever you wanted
in all your interests,passions n extra curricular activities
there lies in one hidden sinking feel,for which u r haunted
that in the process of achieving all ur aspirations,
have i forgot to maintain good acad records,
something which would determine my future job accords!"
should i regret for a dent in this aspect?
or be happy for something else i have learnt a lot
in parts or wholesome in many other respects!?
maybe the reason for my striking silence is these infinite inquisitive thoughts!!!
But i wonder n worry at times to the core,
that how could i decline at a particular thing?
for which in my childhood i was adored,
do i call it a victim of rapid impelling mood swings?
Plightfully :
A :( k :( i :( l :(
A new moon night!
12 years ago
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