Standing still....being quiet!!!!

Is it wrong to stand still,
if that is what my heart wills?
I feel like just being quiet,
dont know whats my mind's plight!

In life,there comes a point when
even though u were always confident
n enthusiastic,still u feel the void,then
u start retrospecting the times u spent!

Is this the conventional sign of adoloscence?
or the ingress of a sinking depression?
Whatever!i'm least bothered of reason of its occurence
but my thought process now shouldnt be subjected to suppression!

About life,as shakespere rightly describes all the stages ,
i guess maybe now is my stage to understand all the adages!
My wish now is to acquire a peace of mind as sages
n also become proficient in understanding all bondages!

What do u get from restrospection?
"Thinking about past is just a waste of time,"
says one of my very close companion,
but not doin it,dont we tend to forget something prime?

I concluded about my this mindset
recently of what i feel about as of now
are the reasons for my this regret?
"After wishing to be the way u love,
trying or achieving whatever you wanted
in all your interests,passions n extra curricular activities
there lies in one hidden sinking feel,for which u r haunted
that in the process of achieving all ur aspirations,
have i forgot to maintain good acad records,
something which would determine my future job accords!"

should i regret for a dent in this aspect?
or be happy for something else i have learnt a lot
in parts or wholesome in many other respects!?
maybe the reason for my striking silence is these infinite inquisitive thoughts!!!

But i wonder n worry at times to the core,
that how could i decline at a particular thing?
for which in my childhood i was adored,
do i call it a victim of rapid impelling mood swings?

Plightfully :
A :( k :( i :( l :(

@@@ u drive me crazy! $$$

oh my Sweet little girl.....

to my eyeS,how preety you look,
i just cant concentrate on any of my bookS!
you are juSt driving me crazy,
in all my other workS i'm just getting lazy!

all through the day,
i'm juSt thinking of you!
what could be the way,
of getting even more cloSer to you!

what'S the magic in your Smile,
which makeS me joyouS all the while,
at me,no matter who ever Smiles,
none of theirS is even worthwhile!

Believe me,whenever u Smile,
i feel the guSh of feelingS flowing!
in me aS beautifully aS water in nile,
making my face aS a radium glowing!

how beautiful u look in your GOLD chain
i wonder why for others is that metal SOLD
how cute is your tweety locket,
it locks my heart in an elysian's socket!

oh dear,how could u be that fair,
how silky,shiny and resplendent are your hair!
your beauty makes my heart sware
to show you the atmost unconditional care!

the way you carry yourSelf,
the way you talk to me,
the way you teaSe me at times,
the way you try to make me jealouS,

the way you Send out geStureS
when you wanna talk to me,
the way you recieve my complimentS,
the way you enjoy my appraiSalS,
the baSiS on which u judge me,

your way of projecting the change
you would love to See in me,
your curioSity to know about me in a mild,Soft way in a
SenSe i shouldnt underStand your Solemn urging towardS me,
iS all Something which iS driving me crazy n crazier n craziest!!!!!!

It pleaSeS my inner Self unexpreSSibly,
n bringS me happineSS Splendidly n pleasure exotically,
i just dont wiSh to aSk anything more to the THEE,
other than juSt talking to me,talking to me and talking to me!!!!!![:)]

oh my Sweet little girl,
how many times have you left me into twirls!
i enjoy every bit of ur unimaginable caress,
if ur with me,how would i even know what is stress?

Maybe with disorderly posed paras but still very satisfied with it....

Does it look real or imaginary???????.......;)

Realistically imaginative :
@kil k@rthik

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